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For the last few days I just haven’t felt real social. I’ve also been kind of teary eyed every time I am by myself. Last night I talked to one of the girls from IHOP. We have had some text message conversations in the last few weeks, but we hadn’t talked since I visited in August. I admit I was crying when she called, she thought she had woke me up because of that, but she didn’t. I told her some of the things that are going on in my heart, and then apologized for not being very positive and being all teary eyed on her. The she told me the sweetest thing anyone had told me all week – no advice, no words of wisdom – just an “I’ll pray for you tonight” and “it’s ok to not be positive, you’re wrestling.” The only advice that she gave me was to saty in the Word and not give up on some certain things. We talked a little about the forerunner calling and then she had to get off the phone. It was midnight and her Sacred Trust was begining.
Strangely, in all the conversations I’ve had all week, her’s was the one I walked away from with some peace. Someone actually gave me permission to wrestle and think and pray on something, without the “don’t worry about it, God will do it if its supposed to happen”
Thanks Katie P.
